We've got a 1 year old!

Well, today is July 21st! Which can mean only one thing.... CEDARS 1ST BIRTHDAY!!!!   When i think about it, it almost feels like someone is lieing to me and that it couldn't possibly be true. Has it really been a year? where did the time go? Jeeze i guess ill have to go and tell everyone that told me that it; "Goes by wayyy to fast." that they were right.  This year has brought so many amazing things for our cedar.  The things that she has learned, and that she has taught both scotty and I are baffling.  My baby girl is 1 year old today, and as i write this and shes sleeping soundly in her bed it makes me want to go in scoop her up and cuddle with her. (even though it took a good hour to get her to sleep. . . so actually i take that last part back.) 
     ANYWAY-- We just got back from our vacation to Vermont! It was such a wonderful trip and scotty and i were sooo glad we finally got to go in the summer.  Scotty especially loved bottle hunting in the clyde river. (he went 5 times.)  Even though each time he came home with leaches all over his body. He probably lost half of his blood supply. Cedar was hilarious the whole trip and of course learned some new tricks and faces.  I especially loved the time i spent with my parents.  Could i love them anymore? I dont think so.  This was the very first time that when scotty and i went to vt i was homesick for utah after half of the trip.  Good sign!
         Today we went to the Dubach family reunion.  ( Scottys moms family.) It was great.  We ordered a cake to celebrate cedars birthday and of course cedar sported a birthday girl outfit. (I wish i had taken a picture. sorry.)   After the reunion we drove back to our home in Ogden!! YAY!! It felt all to strange walking through our front door when it had been over 2 weeks since we had been there!  OF COURSE im a moron and left a bag of blueberries on the counter so it wreaked up the house. yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.  something always has to go wrong, and there were a few other things that i wont go into. (BLECH.)  Ive been hurrying around cleaning and unpacking all day while scotty went straight to work. I LOVE HIM!   he was excited to get back into the groove of his job, and i am excited to get some bills and debt paid off so its wonderful!  DId i mention he just got called for another part time job at Downheast?? WELL HE DID!! i am so proud of him for jumping right into getting a second job.  We have talked about it for a while and decided that at least until the new baby comes in Dec. that it is the best choice for us.  Scott of course, had nothing negative to say. Hes so wonderful. did i mention I LOVE HIM?:)   It makes me feel more anxious to get out then ever however, i would love to get out and get a part time job but thres just no way we can do both, and scotty told me that was not an option. He wants me to stay home and take care of cedar and the new grub in my belly full time.  (theres some concerns about my incision still healing and growing a baby so we have to be extra careful this time around.) 
    Well,  now that i am no longer a member of the facebook clan, i have so much to say!  I love you all! have a great night!

Cedar on the 4th of July

At the sandy parade with grandma and grandma nielson!

With mommy at a resaurant in VT

Cedar pie fell asleep on the beach!

Taking a bath at grandma cornelius's house

Happy girl<3

Sleeping with grandma<3

OH.  Of course a post isnt a post without some adorable pictures of a 1 year old named Cedar! Enjoy!